Friday, May 31, 2024

My next book

Being on retreat has given me space to read. I have finished the book called Sabbath Rest, which to be honest I found hard going but it was worth the effort as it was very good. I Also found and an article on the internet about Sabbath theology, by Edward Zinka, which although was quite patriarchal in language, gave me some things to reflect on. 

I have a couple of hours left at Hollanf House, so as well as lunch, just enough time to start the next book. It's one I've been looking forward to as lots of people tell me it's good. 

One of the things I want to make sure I do on return to circuit work is protect some time to read as it has been good. I've got a lot of books on the reading list, which I know will benefit me and my ministry, but I've never made reading them a priority. 

Wednesday, May 29, 2024

Time to retreat

I've arrived at Holland House retreat House for a 48 hour retreat. Even while on Sabbatical it's easy to get distracted by everyday stuff and so having missed coming here during Holy Week (they cancelled the retreat) I decided to book a few days here. Depending on the weather I'll do some walking, but mainly here to do some more reading and reflect. 

Photo is of the view into the garden from my bedroom...I'm sure there will be other photos to share later in the week. 

Sunday, May 19, 2024

Work rest and play?

Are you now singing the jingle? 🤣

I haven't had a Mars bar this week but have worked (a little bit), rested and enjoyed (played!) during a week away from home. 

We spent 4 nights in Pembrokeshire with Andrew's family, but also caught up with my sister and brother in law,  who unbeknown to either of us, were staying about 20 mins away from where we were. 

We then moved to Somerset staying near Frome, visiting the White Horse Landmark, Warminster (which was lovely), Frome (we didn't like it as much), Axbridge (where it was lovely to catch up with minister friends) and Cheddar Gorge (my first visit). 

This morning we went to church at Axbridge to celebrate Pentecost) - although there were not many of us, it was a lovely service led by our friend Meg. 

Throughout the week we have walked, seen the sea, sat in Churches and enjoyed the scenery of Welsh and Somerset mountains and countryside. 

I've often wandered why it is that some scenes make me stop and wonder, not really being able to put it into words other than Wow or it brings me peace...but in the book I'm currently reading Mark Scarlata (Sabbath Rest) quotes Hans Urs Von Balthasar who talks of a relationship between God's beauty in creation and our own creative work, and in order to perceive God's beauty we must understand its 2 aspects- dorm (or shape) and splendour. 

Scarlata writes:

Imagine that you are standing at the top of a mountain as the sun is rising. You see the form of the landscape taking shape as the light breaks over the horizon. The mist rises, the trees begin to appear in ever greater detail as the distant peaks come out from the shadows. As the light strengthens so too does your perception of the scene as you take notice of different aspects of shape and colour. The splendour of nature's display causes you to pause as it captives you, turns your focus away from yourself,  and draws you outwards with the desire to connect to something greater. In witnessing this sublime moment you recognise the glory that fills creation. 
.......we might stand in awe and wonder of such beauty, or we might experience a profound sense of peace knowing that God cares so deeply for us. 

........ to experience God's beauty, doesn't mean we need to be standing on  the mountain tops ...(we can be drawn too or mesmerised by all sorts of God's creation) ...Whatever it is, the beauty we experience... turns us from ourselves and draws us into an experience of God's glory. We stop and for a moment in time we break from our normal lives to reflect on a deeper sense of truth that we witness in the world around us. 

So that's what I'm doing when I look as if I'm starting into space..... having a Sabbath moment. Maybe I need to do it more often. 











Tuesday, May 14, 2024

The smallest city!

As part of my 2 week holiday part of Sabbatical Andrew and I are spending time with family. Today we went to St David's for lunch and a wander round the cathedral. 

Usually I spend so much time in churches that visiting ones in holiday time is like a bus(wo)man's holiday and avoided . .but I've realised that having space has allowed me to enjoy and value sitting in church (whether St David's or for worship in the churches I've been too for worship) 

I felt peace as i walked into and through the Cathedral ..it really was a scared space allowing space for Sabbath moments. 

I did wonder though why it needed so many different chapels 🤣

Other photos will be available on Facebook profiles soon